Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 22:30 ID:jcANspDA
think about it quite often. suicide that is.
i am the guy that is friends with everyone. and know everyone and everyone knows me. but i am also the guy that is always forgotten about.
every week in high school there is a party but its just another party with like 5 or 10 people. but when its time for my friends to have there b day parties (this year was every ones sweet 16) i never get invited. i got invited to 1 birthday out of about 80-90 of my friends
everyday i walk through the halls and look at all the invitations in people hands, lockers even on the floor, hoping I'm gonna get one this time. it never happens. there are people that get invited who just throw their invitation on the floor, and its almost like idk people take everything for granted,
everyday ii wish i could do half of the stuff other kids can do like get invited to so many parties i can just throw invitations on the floor, hang out with other kids rather than work. (my mom makes me work cuz i'm not thankful for anything, so she say, but every time she dose anything for me i say thank you EVERY <> time and she admitted that i do say thank you but that's just not enough for her)
i work at a movie theater and when people want to come see movies no one forgets about me then cuz i can get them in for next to nothing. 1$....
i even take this girl to every movie she wants (she is free cuz i can bring one person for free) and i get asked if i can walk home cuz he is low on gas (i cant drive if you couldn't tell) but yesterday her and this other guy went to a movie and he made her pay but instead of you know making him walk home he got invited to her house and stayed there till midnight doing who knows what.
i am the guy that is friends with everyone. and know everyone and everyone knows me. but i am also the guy that is always forgotten about.
every week in high school there is a party but its just another party with like 5 or 10 people. but when its time for my friends to have there b day parties (this year was every ones sweet 16) i never get invited. i got invited to 1 birthday out of about 80-90 of my friends
everyday i walk through the halls and look at all the invitations in people hands, lockers even on the floor, hoping I'm gonna get one this time. it never happens. there are people that get invited who just throw their invitation on the floor, and its almost like idk people take everything for granted,
everyday ii wish i could do half of the stuff other kids can do like get invited to so many parties i can just throw invitations on the floor, hang out with other kids rather than work. (my mom makes me work cuz i'm not thankful for anything, so she say, but every time she dose anything for me i say thank you EVERY <> time and she admitted that i do say thank you but that's just not enough for her)
i work at a movie theater and when people want to come see movies no one forgets about me then cuz i can get them in for next to nothing. 1$....
i even take this girl to every movie she wants (she is free cuz i can bring one person for free) and i get asked if i can walk home cuz he is low on gas (i cant drive if you couldn't tell) but yesterday her and this other guy went to a movie and he made her pay but instead of you know making him walk home he got invited to her house and stayed there till midnight doing who knows what.