Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 22:27 ID:AErhTmuT
or 4yrs i've been battling with my weight. It has ALWAYS been '1 step forwards, and 2 steps back.'
I dont get bullied at school; no one says anything about my weight, but i feel like they are THINKING it.
I feel INCREADIBLY insecure around everyone! even if i dont know them, i end up having an argument with them because i get paranoid that they are thinking stuff about me like - 'oh my god hes so fat!' 'Jesus! hes well ugly!' dumb sluts are all: 'who does he think he is talking to me!'
I tried talking to my friends about it but they don't understand, same with my teachers and parents. I saw a GP about my weight but when i tried to tell her that i was becoming suicidal, she thought i was being stupid.
NO ONE WOULD TAKE ME SERIOUSLY!
i've since tried to commit suicide several times, although nobody knows about it. Each time, i came so close but could never go throught with it properly-which made me angry cause i hadn't the guts to do it.i wanted it so much, and still do, but something inside me says "no, dont do it!" WHY!?!
I dont get bullied at school; no one says anything about my weight, but i feel like they are THINKING it.
I feel INCREADIBLY insecure around everyone! even if i dont know them, i end up having an argument with them because i get paranoid that they are thinking stuff about me like - 'oh my god hes so fat!' 'Jesus! hes well ugly!' dumb sluts are all: 'who does he think he is talking to me!'
I tried talking to my friends about it but they don't understand, same with my teachers and parents. I saw a GP about my weight but when i tried to tell her that i was becoming suicidal, she thought i was being stupid.
NO ONE WOULD TAKE ME SERIOUSLY!
i've since tried to commit suicide several times, although nobody knows about it. Each time, i came so close but could never go throught with it properly-which made me angry cause i hadn't the guts to do it.i wanted it so much, and still do, but something inside me says "no, dont do it!" WHY!?!