Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 8:34 ID:oRa5fOXe
I just transferred to a university from a community college. I live at home. I was so excited about college, thinking about all the friends I would find and hopefully a girlfriend. School started on Aug. 27
But... it seems impossible to find any new friends, especially a girlfriend. I feel like such a loner. I don't know ANYONE at my school. I have NO friends.. not even outside of school.. I feel like I'm back in high school. When I walk around the campus, I feel like I'm the ugliest person there. I think that when people stare at me, they think about how rediculous I look.
Yesterday I was even so desperate that when my car wouldn't start, instead of calling the campus parking services, I asked this dumb slut that was walking by if she could help me out. She did and she was nice but after she was done, she just left. I felt sooo ugly.
But today something nice actually happened. You know when you walk to your car on the parking lot, and this car is "following" you, wanting to take your spot because there are no spaces there? Well this guy was following me and when I pulled out of the prking spot, he waved at me, smiled, and looked like he said "thanks". Since then I've been thinking whether or not he was just being polite or did it because he thought I was The Man... I mean it's not like I did him a favor by leaving the spot. I was going to do it anyway.
I just keep thinking about little things like this all the time... I hate it. I haven't felt like this since high school. Every guy seems more pimpin' than me and I feel like I was rediculous when I was hoping for a girlfriend. I feel that next to those guys, who would ever look at me!
But... it seems impossible to find any new friends, especially a girlfriend. I feel like such a loner. I don't know ANYONE at my school. I have NO friends.. not even outside of school.. I feel like I'm back in high school. When I walk around the campus, I feel like I'm the ugliest person there. I think that when people stare at me, they think about how rediculous I look.
Yesterday I was even so desperate that when my car wouldn't start, instead of calling the campus parking services, I asked this dumb slut that was walking by if she could help me out. She did and she was nice but after she was done, she just left. I felt sooo ugly.
But today something nice actually happened. You know when you walk to your car on the parking lot, and this car is "following" you, wanting to take your spot because there are no spaces there? Well this guy was following me and when I pulled out of the prking spot, he waved at me, smiled, and looked like he said "thanks". Since then I've been thinking whether or not he was just being polite or did it because he thought I was The Man... I mean it's not like I did him a favor by leaving the spot. I was going to do it anyway.
I just keep thinking about little things like this all the time... I hate it. I haven't felt like this since high school. Every guy seems more pimpin' than me and I feel like I was rediculous when I was hoping for a girlfriend. I feel that next to those guys, who would ever look at me!