I just want to..

I have the urge to cut, and to kill myself...
And urge I've fought for a week, quite good for me really...
But I just want to go to my bed room... Cut my wrists and finish off my co-codmal... about 80 left so it would work...
I'm finding it difficult to cope cause of my Ex, I seen her, thats not unusural, around college, but, maybe i'm being stupid, but she followed me... And it's freaking me out...
Her being like that after everything, Free, able to still do what she did, to me and to others, it just makes me want to end it :'(

Well don't let us stand in your way... it sounds like it might be your calling in life

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I have nothing, I am nothing.
No one wants me.
I've had no love. And I shair no feelings.
Why am I here telling this to you?
Cause I'm stupid.
Or maybe just maybe I don't really mean it... Maybe I want someone to tell me that I do have something...
Maybe I'm just saying it.

I'm still wanting my Ex, god how stupid...
I never ought to have been born...
Sorry... I shall let you people be.

Slit you neck it's more efficient

It's not across the street it's down the road.