Name: Anonymous 2007-08-30 3:46 ID:5IZXl1iN
Everytime I get my hopes up, I get totally fucked over. I was really hoping to get some nice poon tang from a really nice woman this summer, but I have had such bad luck this year it's been a complete write off. Not just the summer, but the 8 months preceding it sucked pretty hardcore too.
I've tried really hard to change and nothing has helped my situation. I am not poor, stupid, ugly, fat, or boring. I am at my wits end, I can't figure out what I can do to fix my situation short of moving to another country.
Normally I just thank god I am not a starving child in africa, and then I feel better. But I just don;t like the idea of accepting the fact that there might not be anything I can do to change my situation. I don't like the idea of just being faithful that some ho will eventually want to blow me.
The only lay I have had in the last year actually stole 40$ from me. I just can't believe that that is the best I can do. I can't believe it and I refuse to accept it.
This blatant lack of cunt is affecting me in other area's of my life. I hate my job now, (not that I wouldn't hate it, but I have trouble concealing the fact in my situation), I am constantly in a terrible mood and I am falling back into depression. I was at the bar with a few buddies and decided to leave a bit early because if I didn't I would just hit the bottle hard.
I found myself today thinking that I am not one of the lucky ones that can marry for love. If I do get married it will be well after I am rich and it will probably be for looks and her for money or so I would assume. I am probably going to be one of those middle aged guys that shows up to his friends weddings and hits on the 20yr old bridesmaid(success is yet to be determined).
My buddy who knows the trouble I am going through, keeps trying to tell me that because it is the end of the season that some woman might want to have one last fling before summer is over in one week. I don't think that will happen.
All in all, I have not had an enjoyable summer. I haven't reached any of my goals this year and it is really getting me depressed.
I've tried really hard to change and nothing has helped my situation. I am not poor, stupid, ugly, fat, or boring. I am at my wits end, I can't figure out what I can do to fix my situation short of moving to another country.
Normally I just thank god I am not a starving child in africa, and then I feel better. But I just don;t like the idea of accepting the fact that there might not be anything I can do to change my situation. I don't like the idea of just being faithful that some ho will eventually want to blow me.
The only lay I have had in the last year actually stole 40$ from me. I just can't believe that that is the best I can do. I can't believe it and I refuse to accept it.
This blatant lack of cunt is affecting me in other area's of my life. I hate my job now, (not that I wouldn't hate it, but I have trouble concealing the fact in my situation), I am constantly in a terrible mood and I am falling back into depression. I was at the bar with a few buddies and decided to leave a bit early because if I didn't I would just hit the bottle hard.
I found myself today thinking that I am not one of the lucky ones that can marry for love. If I do get married it will be well after I am rich and it will probably be for looks and her for money or so I would assume. I am probably going to be one of those middle aged guys that shows up to his friends weddings and hits on the 20yr old bridesmaid(success is yet to be determined).
My buddy who knows the trouble I am going through, keeps trying to tell me that because it is the end of the season that some woman might want to have one last fling before summer is over in one week. I don't think that will happen.
All in all, I have not had an enjoyable summer. I haven't reached any of my goals this year and it is really getting me depressed.