this time i think i may actually do it

I want to die. I want to end it all.
Why am i not doing so?
Because I cant find the right way for me - tablets used to be the way, but now i become really really ill, and puke them all back up...
i cant mention other ways im thinking of, because it doesnt comply with the rules..
but i really am considering it.
not even college is helping me this time.
I got councelling, which i cant continue, because apparently i dont need it.. i dunno..

and cutting hasnt helped me either today..
sux, was hoping it would.. cause then i could just cut the pain away with a knife, and forget about it.

am sat here in the dark, and its still too light.. i want it to be tottally dark, appart from my laptop light.. cause then i know im alone.. then i can truely think of what was done to me.. but i cant atm, because other people have been through much worse..

anyway... still thinking of how to killmyself, seeing as i dont need counceling, i wouldnt kill myself if i knew i had councelling to help me, but i dont.. so i got nothing.

dude keep it on the same thread, fn spammerz!

>>1
>>2
same person

Lick a hooker's ass, the combination of herpes, gonorrhea, and AIDS will kill you in a matter of days.

>>4
how does maddox's dick taste? good?

>>1
It's spelled "counseling" you waste of nigger sperm, kill yourself.

ROFL xD