Name: Anonymous 2007-08-29 22:56 ID:dL6DH8Go
I mean each second I breathe I am surprised I am still alive has the world gone crazy or have I?!?!?!?!?!?!? well for one thing one of us has, I was doing better than ever last night I was on top of the moon livin life to the fullest and then out of bloody no-where my life erupted now I have been crying and sxreaming and lots of things....
I missed school today couldnt stand some of the jerks there!
I am depressed, angry at people, angry at myself, confused and annoyed
phht! and this is life?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?? GET REAL....i mean common I spend more time crying than I do smiling, more time sad then I do happy.
I have hurt myself before and dang it felt good I want to do it all over again, peope say it dont help yeah sure I think it is it brings the anger out within....I look to you guys as really the last "resource" before I hurt myself again....last time I looked at you guys for last "resource" not many replies and not enough help found me hurt....Life blows...well this is my poem I write as I announced maybe the "end" its called Spiders Web...
trying to live,
trying to breathe,
feel so nieve,
to Think I coul have trusted you,
to think I couldve been friends, both us two...
caught in my fury,
defending to my personal jury,
caught in your web,
trying to breathe,
feel so nieve,
to have trusted you,
to think of us two,
it wasnt at all new,
it had happened before,
you slammed the door,
you should have heard me roar!
hang me with your noose,
make sure it aint loose,
kill me like a sorry goose,
til my vains turn,
til my heart, it burns,
i know you, its all no big concern,
what matters the most, is im dead,
my red blood, it feeds the earth.
like a memorable new birth,
caught in my fury,
defending to my personal jury,
caught in your web,
trying to breathe,
feel so nieve,
to have trusted you,
to think of us two,
it wasnt at all new,
it had happened before,
you slammed the door,
you should have heard me roar!
you all saw,
my life it flashed so quick,
it all, it all makes me sick!
let my blood fill my grave,
dont let me be saved,
im a mortal sick human to you,
it all means nothing to you too!
life....is this really life...huh?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I missed school today couldnt stand some of the jerks there!
I am depressed, angry at people, angry at myself, confused and annoyed
phht! and this is life?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?? GET REAL....i mean common I spend more time crying than I do smiling, more time sad then I do happy.
I have hurt myself before and dang it felt good I want to do it all over again, peope say it dont help yeah sure I think it is it brings the anger out within....I look to you guys as really the last "resource" before I hurt myself again....last time I looked at you guys for last "resource" not many replies and not enough help found me hurt....Life blows...well this is my poem I write as I announced maybe the "end" its called Spiders Web...
trying to live,
trying to breathe,
feel so nieve,
to Think I coul have trusted you,
to think I couldve been friends, both us two...
caught in my fury,
defending to my personal jury,
caught in your web,
trying to breathe,
feel so nieve,
to have trusted you,
to think of us two,
it wasnt at all new,
it had happened before,
you slammed the door,
you should have heard me roar!
hang me with your noose,
make sure it aint loose,
kill me like a sorry goose,
til my vains turn,
til my heart, it burns,
i know you, its all no big concern,
what matters the most, is im dead,
my red blood, it feeds the earth.
like a memorable new birth,
caught in my fury,
defending to my personal jury,
caught in your web,
trying to breathe,
feel so nieve,
to have trusted you,
to think of us two,
it wasnt at all new,
it had happened before,
you slammed the door,
you should have heard me roar!
you all saw,
my life it flashed so quick,
it all, it all makes me sick!
let my blood fill my grave,
dont let me be saved,
im a mortal sick human to you,
it all means nothing to you too!
life....is this really life...huh?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?