God foresaken loneliness

Okay, i never thought i would post a topic like this, but has anybody ever felt god forsaken and lonely? I mean, people (mainly on here, because i would never tell anybody in real life), just so lonely they feel there is no point in going on? I hardly have any friends and even when i do, i cannot relate to them properly, i live on my own and know nobody in the units i live in, so have no friends here. I am 35 and haven't had a relationship since i was 27, and the last relationship i had was so abusive it's amazing one of us didn't end up in jail. I don't know, i'm sure there's more. I try to retain a positive outlook on life, but get sick of the "things will only get better" rhetoric, because, quite frankly, is there any proof that they will? It is all just rhetoric to me. And if somebody posts and says, "people care about you", that's not the point.

Only you can choose to form a friendship with the people around you but you have to show the person you are looking for friends i dont have any because i can never stop eating long enough for someone to talk to me but i have come to be happy with my one true friend that beaing my insatiable hunger or you could try making some jokes and if anyone laughs they might want to be your friend

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Get your priorities straight. If you have nothing to lose you can afford to completely distance yourself from reality so you can act in ways you would never act normally.

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Get a sex change. Building a new life as a different sex will sure be exciting.

New Zealand

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