i dont know why

tonight i was sitting at home and all of a sudden i got really suicidal, not depressed, i was fine emotionally, i just was about to kill myself. nothing was bothering me i just got up and went and got some cleaning chemicals and made a suicide drink, it was like i couldnt control my body, obviously i didnt drink it but i was about to and i dont know why does anyone have any advice?please im confused and worried

I've studied psychology and my professional opinion is: you might just be retarded.

i feel suicidal, well at the moment i feel drunk. i would go to a doctor and say so but it would really change my life. well, i want that to happen. i spose its just my parents. i feel like running away. i want to be treated but i dnt want my parents to know i want to kill myself. help????????

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eat shit and die