haelp i heave given up

i see no point in life. everything is so meaningless. all i want is the end to come, and somehow not make any one i know sad. i realize the only thing im living for is to keep others happy and its turning out just like everthing else, going horrible wrong. i have barely sleept at all the p ast three weeks and as much as i try to sleep i cant. my head is throbing i punch myself...sometimes in the nose hoping it will start bleeding. i just know nothing good is going to happen to me and i have nothing to look forward to.
sometimes i feel good but those times are fading fast and becoming less and less everyday i wish my heart would just stop

You probably don't even have the balls to kill yourself. You're pathetic.

Maybe you could... barrel roll?

you punch urself in the face? haha pics!!