Not really motivated

i everyone. I'm 21 right now and have a couple of questions to ask. I'm currently in school right now and I'm really at a down point at my life. As for woman, it's like I KNOW for sure 1 or 2 woman have some interest in me and I have interest for them as well.

The thing is I am really not motivated in school and everything else. I see some woman I have interest in but I feel bad at asking them out because I don't feel good about myself. People look at me and think I'm pretty confident and I do appear that way. But the truth is that in the inside, I'm not at all. I'm pretty sure this certain 1 or 2 woman I see around would be flattered if I asked them out but I feel like I will not bring anything good to them.

Also, I'm bummed out because there was this one woman I like but I found out she has a b/f. When i met her, she was definitely cute but not hot. Then when i didn't get to see her anymore, I started to see her as real hot. She probably friendzoned me already because I didn't make a move. I didn't make a move because i was also feeling down at the time and didn't really see her as gorgeous if you know what i mean. I was also depressed during the time.

1. She might have some interest at me from the beginning but I can definitely see a woman losing interest when the guy doesn't make a move right?

2. Now, I just am wondering should i even bother asking women out anymore? Like you are sure that certain someone would definitely be happy if you did and of course I like making other people happy. But I'm not happy at myself right now. I feel like I would make myself look real bad now and would rather wait a while for me to get my life back together. The other side is that if I don't go for it now, she might be taken or gone the next minute because life's too short.

Anyone have any advice to my 2 questions? Really appreciate it.

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