Name: Bunnyloaf 2007-04-21 13:43 ID:Ox2ZvMG8
I do not know whther I want sex from a woman anymore or not. I want it but I dont understand why and I do not understand what would be so great about having sex with a woman since it is the exact same feeling as masturbating.
What about after ejaculation? After I ejaculate from masturbation, ALL thoughts of woman both sexual and romantic go away, so I would simply want her to get away from me and not touch me afterwards, and I assume women would get mad at this and possibly cry rape?
he fact that it is normal for a man and a woman to have sex with each other and almost everyone gets laid, goes way over my head even though I know what evolution is etc. it confuses me, partially makes me nervous and filled with angst and butterflies, partially makes me angry.
I cant get it through my head that the cute women I am passing on the street have actually had sexual intercourse. it is definately nothing to do with thinking woman are 'pure' as i was not raised in any way like that.
One thing about me is I do not expect I would enjoy having sexual intercourse with a woman, especially aggressively. When I think of aggressively '****ign' a woman who likes it, it makes me kind of pissed off at being lied to or something even though it turns me on watching a woman who likes that. I dont understand how it would be great.
Why would I want to have to thrust my hips back and forth aggressively? and it has to be aggressive because I read somewhere a woman was complaining that her partner ****ed her too slowly and gently, and that she did not like "making love". But when I am fantasizing with my pillow(which i turn 45 degrees) imagining it is a sexy woman I never think of aggressively ****ing it it is always "making love". I would simply not enjoy it. I tried it a few times(I use my hand grabbing the skin as a simulated vagina and thrust my hips while leaving my hadn in position) and did not enjoy it.
Do most women want to have hard and fast sex?
Do most women care about being bored in bed?
Despite all this I still am not happy and I gather from my fantasies and the negative feelings which follow that I do desire women. But women are clearly not like what I fantasize about, and that is going by what the methods says itself. Are there any women into just laying in bed with each other having sex?
I have already lived life without women for a long time and I do not like it. But if I have to do a "MTV Made" then I would prefer a quick suicide to be honest.
Does anyone know what I want, or can anyone sort out where my confusion and bad feelings come from? Please do not say something like 'dont be a *****'. **** YOU.
What about after ejaculation? After I ejaculate from masturbation, ALL thoughts of woman both sexual and romantic go away, so I would simply want her to get away from me and not touch me afterwards, and I assume women would get mad at this and possibly cry rape?
he fact that it is normal for a man and a woman to have sex with each other and almost everyone gets laid, goes way over my head even though I know what evolution is etc. it confuses me, partially makes me nervous and filled with angst and butterflies, partially makes me angry.
I cant get it through my head that the cute women I am passing on the street have actually had sexual intercourse. it is definately nothing to do with thinking woman are 'pure' as i was not raised in any way like that.
One thing about me is I do not expect I would enjoy having sexual intercourse with a woman, especially aggressively. When I think of aggressively '****ign' a woman who likes it, it makes me kind of pissed off at being lied to or something even though it turns me on watching a woman who likes that. I dont understand how it would be great.
Why would I want to have to thrust my hips back and forth aggressively? and it has to be aggressive because I read somewhere a woman was complaining that her partner ****ed her too slowly and gently, and that she did not like "making love". But when I am fantasizing with my pillow(which i turn 45 degrees) imagining it is a sexy woman I never think of aggressively ****ing it it is always "making love". I would simply not enjoy it. I tried it a few times(I use my hand grabbing the skin as a simulated vagina and thrust my hips while leaving my hadn in position) and did not enjoy it.
Do most women want to have hard and fast sex?
Do most women care about being bored in bed?
Despite all this I still am not happy and I gather from my fantasies and the negative feelings which follow that I do desire women. But women are clearly not like what I fantasize about, and that is going by what the methods says itself. Are there any women into just laying in bed with each other having sex?
I have already lived life without women for a long time and I do not like it. But if I have to do a "MTV Made" then I would prefer a quick suicide to be honest.
Does anyone know what I want, or can anyone sort out where my confusion and bad feelings come from? Please do not say something like 'dont be a *****'. **** YOU.