Fatal Frame

I'm a great conceptual masturbator, my talent exceeds that of the rest of my peer group. I'm also very sad and lonely. My problem is this: girls tend to say things to me occasionally but the feeling overwhelms me and I'm too scared to touch them or even stand near them. I blush and mumble when they approach, I feel helpless in my presence and wish I were alone so I could masturbate. So instead they choose men with social skills to date so they can be in a relationship. Thus I've never even had physical contact with a female and I'm 50. How do others deal with this? Do you just tone down your intense desire to masturbate while talking to pretty girls so as to not overwhelm said girls with trouser chowder? Because I'm not sue I'm willing to do that.
Any advice would be appreciated. :) Peace.

just masturebate befor u talk to a girl.. then go to her place and masturbate with her

I am masturbating RIGHT NOW.

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