winning lotto

I bought a lotto ticket yesterday. there is a 9 million $ jackpot. if i dont win im going to kill myself. im really scared.
whats some painless suicide methods please?

>>8
I'm not trolling. I have the lotto ticket and im ready for death. if i have to drown myself then so be it but i was hoping you'd have some other easier suggestions.
it sounds crazy to put my life in the hands of a lotto ticket but there you have it. im hoping that god will give me a break. just think, if i win then obviously the universe wants me to live. if not: goodbye fags.