Name: Anonymous 2007-02-05 20:20
First of all I am in no way some Emo moron. I have a good job, a nice gf, we're getting married and all that in June.
So as you can see my life is pretty nice.
However...
I had an accident some years ago that I lost a lot of blood in. I was treated rather quickly but the bloodloss made it so I was "kind of blind". I felt my heart beating fast and there was this pulsating sound in my ears that just didn't want to go away. I couldn't stand up so I was laying down.
In all of this I started to feel strange, to say the least. For some reason I felt so comfortable and safe. Lately I have really started to wonder if I should cause myself to lose some blood. Not enough so that I would die of course. I really like to stay alive. But I would also like to experience this feeling one more time.
It's been on my mind now for the past 2 months and I feel myself starting to become obsessed with this.
Is there anyone else that shares my interest?
Perhaps someone that has done it or know how to safely experience bloodloss again?
So as you can see my life is pretty nice.
However...
I had an accident some years ago that I lost a lot of blood in. I was treated rather quickly but the bloodloss made it so I was "kind of blind". I felt my heart beating fast and there was this pulsating sound in my ears that just didn't want to go away. I couldn't stand up so I was laying down.
In all of this I started to feel strange, to say the least. For some reason I felt so comfortable and safe. Lately I have really started to wonder if I should cause myself to lose some blood. Not enough so that I would die of course. I really like to stay alive. But I would also like to experience this feeling one more time.
It's been on my mind now for the past 2 months and I feel myself starting to become obsessed with this.
Is there anyone else that shares my interest?
Perhaps someone that has done it or know how to safely experience bloodloss again?