Hey

When I was a kid, before I discovered the wonders of actual drugs, I would make myself trip out by not sleeping for days at a time, not eating for days at a time, or taking more medicine than the recommended dosage. Usually while tripping out I'd play video games, because the combination of tripping out and playing a video game would lead to what I can only describe as a "brain orgasm". But sometimes I'd watch tv, look at some kids outside, or whatever.

Occasionally, while not tripping out, I'll have these like, "feeling flashbacks". I'll feel the same way I did while tripping out in the past; and I'll, for example, remember sounds or sentences from games or tv shows, although I can't clearly remember what game or tv show it was; or I'll remember kids laughing, or whatever.

I haven't tripped out in any form in several months, but lately - despite getting plenty of sleep and eating healthy - I have been having more and more of these "feeling flashbacks", and they are accompanied by like, a hot flash where my head and face feel really hot, and if I stand up during it I'm dizzy.

Do I have brain damage or something?