Over the past year I've been trying to lie to myself, to think on something else, even got laid and tried to fall in love with other girls, anything but admitting what I, deep down inside, already knew.
I love my sister. Not in the way most brothers love their sisters, but in the way a man loves a woman. Not because of some silly fetish either; when I say love, I mean real, "I'll go to the end of the world for you" love.
My sister is only one year younger than me, making her 20, and currently doesn't have a boyfriend. She's pretty, at least to my eyes, but this is not fueling this. It's her personality. I like no other girl this much. We always had a lot of chemistry, it's as if we were engineered to be together. Only we happened to share our parents. I'm sure if we had been born in different families, we would be the happiest couple in the world right now.
Lately, I realized I could not give up on this, but I'm kind of scared. I know this is fucked up. But I don't know what to do. I've been avoiding her for a couple of weeks, and this is causing her suffering, which in turn breaks my heart. I don't know if I should confess my love and face the consequences of experiencing a kind of love that's considered unacceptable in our society, even from her, or just let it pass and die inside.
Help me /lounge, what should I do? I think she may be feeling something similar for me becuase we are very close and she considers me attractive, but I don't know to what extent this may only be wishful thinking on my part. Knowing her, I'm sure she won't be angry at me if I tell her how I feel, but I don't know for sure if she'll feel the same about me. I'm positive our parents and everybody else in our family and community will oppose such love, but if she loves me, I'm willing to face all of them or move to some other country to start a new life with her. But I wouldn't want to put pressure on her or make her feel uneasy, so while I think I should confess, I'm not 100% sure and I don't know to what extent what I think is distorted by my strong affection for her.
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Anonymous2007-07-14 23:16 ID:Jdify+E6
>>680
fuck off chris hanssen, get your faggotry off my internet
I left for 3 days and when coming back I hoped 666 would be a good one....but no I have lost faith in the posters in this thread >>666 GTFO We hate you....your pooper isnt even worthy of my undersized penis.
Seeing as how your posts have changed from diary entries to responses to people who will never understand you, I suggest you abandon this thread. Why? Because when society keeps pushing and pushing, it will eventually take its toll on your nerves. It might even ruin your relationship. So just ignore people's opinions as much as you can and concentrate on your relationship; if you make it a battle against puritans, you won't win (even though you are logically right).
Best of luck
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Anonymous2007-07-16 19:22 ID:MG41FTKG
Dear OP
All i have to say is you are legendary, much respect i have for you
>>703
is op still alive this thread was made ages ago
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Christopher Logan Hanssen2007-07-16 22:50 ID:ZvdOgbbQ
This thread and many others like it are why its is hard to be on the intenets and I am asure you it will not be tolerated for much longer, as I am contacting the site admins and puting a ending to this times of unexplained rudenes when all I tryed to do was asking for help to find hentai and tentacle porn. I hope this teachers some people a lesson on internet morality.
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Anonymous2007-07-17 0:04 ID:SbjgR3dj
1-707
same person
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Anonymous2007-07-17 0:06 ID:SbjgR3dj
It was me all the time. Yes me.
same person baby,same person.
Hey guys, i want to fap more than a few times a day but the refractory period is seriously annoying. Any ideas?
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Anonymous2007-07-17 8:40 ID:85Jd3DjS
Hey guys, i want to fap more than a few times a day but the refractory period is seriously annoying. Any ideas?
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Anonymous2007-07-18 0:58 ID:itGx4970
Ron sighed heavily. “I think you made the right choice,” he said. “It would be too dangerous for her to come with us. You’ll have a lot to make up to her when this is over, though.”
To say he was surprised was a massive understatement. Still, he steeled himself for what he was about to say. “I didn’t ask her to wait
for me, Ron. We have no idea how long this is going to take, or if I’ll even be around when it’s finished.”
“Don’t talk like that, Harry,” Ron said fiercely. “Of course you will. And she’ll wait.”
Ron fell silent again, and this time it was Harry who waited for him to say more. Finally, realizing that Ron wasn’t going to add anything to that statement, Harry couldn’t contain his curiosity. He wished he could control that hope that flared within his heart, but he couldn’t. He didn’t even know how to begin to try.
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Anonymous2007-07-18 13:04 ID:0BHWdLTs
>>712
That sounds like it has the potential to become the gayest piece of shit that I have ever read.
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Anonymous2007-07-19 15:24 ID:0AFmToiw
just fucking move to Arkansas, or just let it die inside i really dont care, and honestly i find thIS REALLY funny
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Anonymous2007-07-19 15:26 ID:ejMZkHWn
>>38
As much as some people might get put off with the incest bit. It is really great to hear someone is gettin his heart with joy by the one he loves.
I myself am going through a very hard girl problem as well but it makes me glad that others are doing well.
Make a choice already, if you chop off the head the body falls.
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