Over the past year I've been trying to lie to myself, to think on something else, even got laid and tried to fall in love with other girls, anything but admitting what I, deep down inside, already knew.
I love my sister. Not in the way most brothers love their sisters, but in the way a man loves a woman. Not because of some silly fetish either; when I say love, I mean real, "I'll go to the end of the world for you" love.
My sister is only one year younger than me, making her 20, and currently doesn't have a boyfriend. She's pretty, at least to my eyes, but this is not fueling this. It's her personality. I like no other girl this much. We always had a lot of chemistry, it's as if we were engineered to be together. Only we happened to share our parents. I'm sure if we had been born in different families, we would be the happiest couple in the world right now.
Lately, I realized I could not give up on this, but I'm kind of scared. I know this is fucked up. But I don't know what to do. I've been avoiding her for a couple of weeks, and this is causing her suffering, which in turn breaks my heart. I don't know if I should confess my love and face the consequences of experiencing a kind of love that's considered unacceptable in our society, even from her, or just let it pass and die inside.
Help me /lounge, what should I do? I think she may be feeling something similar for me becuase we are very close and she considers me attractive, but I don't know to what extent this may only be wishful thinking on my part. Knowing her, I'm sure she won't be angry at me if I tell her how I feel, but I don't know for sure if she'll feel the same about me. I'm positive our parents and everybody else in our family and community will oppose such love, but if she loves me, I'm willing to face all of them or move to some other country to start a new life with her. But I wouldn't want to put pressure on her or make her feel uneasy, so while I think I should confess, I'm not 100% sure and I don't know to what extent what I think is distorted by my strong affection for her.
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Anonymous2007-01-26 16:29
fu veigrn. I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT
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Anonymous2007-02-06 1:57
I'm gonna go ahead and keep bumping this
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Anonymous2007-02-06 4:26
me too
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Anonymous2007-02-06 9:43
OMG, i leave Lounge for a month or two, and i come back to one of the best threads ever. I was always wondering if this could work out the way it was intended. I guess i have a proof here that it can. I got so excited when reading this as if i was reading some good novel at its peak.
Good luck dude! Keep us posted, please, and i hope you get to the sex part some day (sooner rather than later ;)).
You be carefull though, think of your surroundings and watch you dont make a fatal mistake, because as you said, this is not socially acceptable (sadly). I just worry about possible offspring of this... that i would advise against as many have pointed out already for obvious reasons... sad but true.
But anyway, enjoy every second of it! At least someone on 4chan is having wonderous time :D I am happy for you.
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Anonymous2007-02-10 10:21
You write very well and this is enjoyable to read even if I don't 100% agree with it.
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Anonymous2007-02-10 17:04
FUCK YOU.
Reading this really got to me... I mean, i knew it was too good to be true at first, but I really wanted to believe it...so muchthat i eventually worked up the courage to tell my sister my own feelings...Oh god, it was so painful. She thought I was joking at first, god, it would still be hard for me if I would have left it at that, but comparitively it would be bliss...I said no, I'm serious, I love you. I took her by the shoulders...I just wanted to look in her eyes, her beautiful eyes...she got scared and let out a scream...I didn't know what to do, I guess I got scared too, so I cuped a hand over her m outh. I realise this was dumb now, she just got more scared, and she started struggling to get free...I didnt know what else to do, I just wanted her to calm down so I could talk to her, I hugged her so close, put my arm around her head and the other on my mouth...she's crying now...she started to buck harder, and I squeezed harder, then it happened
Snap. It was so simple, not like in the movies or anything, just a buck in the wrong direction, and snap...she stopped fidgeting, and lay still in my arms...I thought, this is just so peacful, you know? Why couldn't it be like this...but no, she was dead...I didn't know what to do, I knew I did a real bad thing...I couldn't think about it, though, because my brother George started to call from inside the house, was everything alright. He must have heard the snap...I got scared, and ran off into the woods...just as I leave the property I turn around and see the front door open, i hear my mother scream...I done a bad thing, George, they won't forgive me...
If you just commited murdar, how you get the internet?
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yo mama2007-02-12 14:25
you deserve to have a baseball bat
with nails sticking out of it,
shoved up your ass, then taken out
then shoved up again, and then taken out
and have dick beaten to death with it.
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Anonymous2007-02-12 16:57
thats just wrong...
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Anonymous2007-02-12 18:30
still bumping
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Anonymous2007-02-12 18:54
All you love haters will never meet God. Your souls will be devoured by the Angry Bunny-Demon Poops-A-Lot, and God will spooge on your shitted remains.
God hates hate of any kind.
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Anonymous2007-02-12 19:23
You need to get that out. You cannot simply keep something like that inside. Even if you tell her and she rejects you it will be better.
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Anonymous2007-02-12 19:48
>>176
I'm living at the mall right now...I hate it, but I can't go back, I can never go back...George has called me though...I'm meeting him later today, he'll understand...
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Anonymous2007-02-12 19:54
Don't litsen to the silly fucks here because most of them are crazed hobos that like yaoi (myself) and other strange thigns like that. Tell her and see how it works out.
Just go up to your sibling and say, "Hey, don't think of me as some kinda freak, but remember when..." (add whatever kid thing you two did as children) "? We're both a bit hard-up/we're both adults/we're both between people/when we're not with someone/if you're interested, you wanna make out?"
WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- Researchers who wanted to find out why it is not only taboo to kiss your sister, but also disgusting, said Wednesday that they have discovered why in a discovery that challenges some basic tenets of Freudian theory.
The instinct evolved naturally and cannot be taught, John Tooby and Leda Cosmides of the University of California Santa Barbara wrote in their report in the journal Nature.
Spending time in the same household and watching your mother care for your brother or sister is all it takes. This is all subconscious, of course, reported the researchers, who worked with Debra Lieberman of the University of Hawaii.
"We went in search of a kin-detection system because some of the most important theories in evolutionary biology said such a thing should exist," Cosmides said in a telephone interview.
"It should regulate both altruism and incest disgust."
Humans have an inbuilt system that does both, they found.
"This data shows that the degree to which we feel those things is governed by these cues that, for hunter-gatherers, predict whether somebody is a sibling. And it works regardless of your beliefs -- who you are told who your siblings are," she said.
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Anonymous2007-02-16 1:20
oh fuk i dont believe this nonsense. what about school are there no girls/ women in school. I remember at recees i had the hots for one of my teachers and this was 2nd grade, and it was a windy day and her dress was flying all over the place and i was there ladies and gentlemen. Yes i was there, fuck did she ever hate me. I got to see her beautiful ass. She tried to flunk me in 2nd grade.
wait they named tsuyoshi in densha otoko densha because he saved hermes on a train what name should i giv you ohh i know SISTER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!