Is this the real life

Is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
Im just a poor boy,i need no sympathy
Because Im easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesnt really matter to me,
To me

This is not the real life.

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun,
Now I've gone and thrown it all away