Sitting here, uninsipired.

I know you faggots will judge me and that that I am just some emo kid and that I should post back in my livejournal and go cry on my webcam. I am happy to inform you all that do not, and will not never do shit like that. Its just today, I feel like shit.

As a recently graduated art student, I struggle to find inspiration in my daily life. Work sucks because they are cutting my hours. My place is a mess, and I am in the process of cleaning it.  I have never lived anywhere but the city I live in right now.

I love art. I love to create with my hands. I love building and fixing. But, why do I feel alone in this situation? I sometimes think I am not cut out for art because I am not elitest and pretentious enough to go to galleries.

I don't live in some small city, but I feel no connection with local artists. Maybe because I am not exposing myself enough? Maybe I need to find something rather than waiting it to find me.

A highschool friend of mine, also majored in art moved to california. He just picked up his life after college and moved there. He didn't have a place to live in, nor a job lined up at all. He just moved.

My friend has bigger balls than I do. I could never just leave what feels most comfortable to me. I really want to though. I want to go, move, travel to places where I can explore and grow.  I feel trapped here. If I stay any longer, I will be trapped.

What should I do? Sell everything I own and move? Try and get inspired somewhere other than here?

emo kid post back in your livejournal and go cry on your webcam.

tl;dr

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draw pictures of what you think we look like

im sry 4 u man
life aint easy
well its always a bitch in fact
now im out to work. god i hate work. i hate seeing other ppl, they drain all my energy. i wish i could be always alone in my house with my cute magical neko maid.

I sometimes think I am not cut out for art because I am not elitest and pretentious enough to go to galleries.

I hate galleries. Besides why would you want to watch something someone else did? Just do your own thing.

tl;dr;

GET A JOB !!!

move to california then. at least you live in the same country. i would like to go there but am oceans away.

making a big move is exciting and i absolutely plan to do that when im done with studies. you have to get out there to feel alive. and take risks, goddamnit

gb2lj, etc.

Suck dick for change.

I am one fat dude who loves the cock, and my man-boobs are so huge you could squeeze them and milk would squirt out. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Sorry, not intrested in the penis.

One thing that has been really getting to me is my goddamn room. I have been neglecting to clean it for 5 years because of college and not having any time to do it at all. 

I am currently in the process of sorting and throwing shit away. I take 2-3 bags out every 2 days because I've got so much shit.

Slowly but surely...Im coming along.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
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All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy

>>14
Nigger.