i don't really have any friends

i hang out with people but i don't feel like they're proper friends - there isn't anyone i know that i regularly make plans to do stuff every week or just talk on the phone with. it's always the occasional party, get together or movies but i don't really have a close bond with these people.

for the better part of my life i've always felt an existential lonliness even when i'm engaged in social activities around other people because i've never felt that there was someone i could truly be honest about things like my problems, and not trivial ones. for one year i was close friends with someone but we've moved apart. there probably isn't any solution to this, after all, man is a lonely creature, and i've pretty much accepted this.. but it would be nice if there were people who know what im talkin about!

     So what.  I don't have many friends either.  I just don't like people, tend to toy with them 2 much, am too much of a smart ass for my own good, and am not very charasmatic.  get on with your fucking life.  if you want more people to like you just go the fuck out and meet them.  Stay off the internet for a while, it's lousy for your social skills.  get a life and stop bitching.