Ok...My name is Misty Carter, I am 14 years old and I lost my virginity when I was 6. Now don't get me wrong, I am not a slut, I'm...well I am not sure, just please read this and don't make the same mistake as my parents and I did. It was around 6:00 pm sometime in early February and my parents were arguing, as usual, and, as any 6 year old, I yelled at them to stop arguing. They kicked me out f the house.
Now, I must tell you, this happens often. I go to school, come home, they argue, kick me out of the house and I spend the night outside until morning when I come home to get ready for school. I was just a cycle. Anyway, I was walking down the road, hugging myself for warmth when a voice stopped me. "Are you cold, sweetheart?" He asked me. He couldn't have been older than sixteen. I nodded. he beckoned me to come over. "I know a place where we can both be warm, do you want to come?" he asked. He was so sweet. I, being the naive 6 year old I was nodded and followed him into what I later found out was a motel. He nodded to a guy and the desk and led me up a few flights of stairs and into a room.
He sat down on the bed and waved me over. i sat down next to him. He looked at me. "Do you know how I keep warm?" he asked. i shook my head. he said that he would show me. He laid me down on the bed and, after licking his finger, stuck it inside me. It hurt so much as I had not gone through puberty yet. I yelped in surprise. He shushed me and spoke soothing words as he moved his finger inside of me. In between his soothing word I would hear little whipered phrases of "so tight""I love you" and other stuff like that. Then, although one finger hurt, he slipped another finger into me. By this time I was crying. He asked me if I wanted to leave and, although it hurt, I honestly didn't want to leave. he had said that he loved me, which was more than my parents had ever said and I was warm. So I shook my head no. Then, he slipped my clothes off and began working on his own. When we were both completely naked he shoved his penis in my face. He placed my hand on it and moved t back and forth. he did this several times, moaning as he did.
Then, he laid me down on the bed and climbed on top of me. He took a bottle of lube and lubed his penis up. He positioned himself and pushed into me. I screamed. It as them that the calm, sensitive exterior that i had seen in him melted away and he placed his hand over my mouth and began to talk to me. It wasn't the soothing words that I had heard before but instead the words were threatening as he pounded into me. He could only get halfway as I was so small. He then stopped yelling and began moaning before shooting his load into me.
He had sex with me several more times that night before carrying me to my street and dropping me off in front of my house with a simple "see you next week" I didn't understand that then but on the same day the next week he found me and took me back to the Motel. From that week on, no matter where I was he would find me and have sex with me. At first I hated it but as i got older and my hormones kicked in I began to look foreward to it and even made plans to have sex almost every night. now I have sex with not only jus him but his friends and some people that i didn't even know. But now you know how I lost my virginity. I guess that i am kind of a slut...
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