Without You, I'd be able to give birth. On the other hand, without it, I wouldn't be able to have a child without a man, appalling though considering I'm attracted to women. On the other hand, I wouldn't have this horrid hair problem. I will shave my face and the hair will be back in 3 hours.
I am a contradiction of terms.
A furry who hates it's body hair.
A man who hates it's masculinity.
A loner who seeks a community.
A wacko that desires acceptance.
No label I have found describes the way I am accurately, other than a lesbian trapped in a male body. A gender role confused male perhaps? Only a combination of terms that contradict each other.
What makes it worse, my mother wants nothing to do with it, denying the my feelings exist, and scared of my fathers reaction. My father mocks effeminate men and gays, thinking it is funny, actually mocking my existence. He keeps calling me "my boy" and yet he cannot get my name right on the first try, questions why I shave my beard.
No one to help my transformation. Nothing but hindrance.
My Friends are no where to be find, all graduating, and I am moving back to live with my parents after falling deep into depression and hypersomnia.
Lost. Confused.
I am contradiction.
I am paradox.
I am alone, doomed without anyone to take this journey with.
>>1
Why the hell are you moving back with your parents? You will not come out of depression by moving back in with your parents.
Plus, you don't like them and they don't like you, so what the fuck are you doing? You wouldn't have this whole confused/paradox problem if you got away from the people who are causing this struggle.
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Anonymous2006-04-22 23:56
You dont need anyone else to make this journey with. Not having a chemical need for sex is a huge advantage in this competitive society. You can be classified a "zero-libido" - you dont need other people. This can be either depressing or exciting, depending on your point of veiw.
Move back in with your parents; only if the rent is free.
Dont give in to your effeminate tendancies around your parents. If they ask why you arent dating anyone, say you had a bad breakup or somthing.
Get a job, make as much as you can, and spend as little as possible. You need to make attempt-2 at college work.
Limit yourself to watching only the news. Read some books and study up on a potential college major.
Give yourself a VERY strict timetable for getting back into school. If it doesnt happen within 1 year, its probibly never going to happen.
You dont NEED other people. I suggest you join a forum (a real one, with names) and make some friends on internet. Dont get into any internet relationships.
College. You. Less than one year. Get excited.
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Anonymous2006-04-23 1:43
>>5
I was in a college. I kicked out for getting low grades. I was in a forum, they kicked me out for being furry and too strange. I frankly don't see an exit for myself anymore.
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Anonymous2006-04-23 1:45
Hey, I'm too furry who hates body hair. Also gay and very feminine, but I don't hate masculinity nor masculine side.
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Anonymous2006-04-23 2:05
if you're a lesbian then just dress like a butch one geez they look like men anyway with their undercuts and manly bodies
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Anonymous2006-04-23 3:11
>>8
Unfortonatly for me, I'm a lipstick lesbian stuck in a man's body.
that would be a problem, then.. unless you have a very feminine body.
i sympathise with you and would be your friend except you're probably american and the US is a little far from me!
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Anonymous2006-04-23 10:52
What does body hair matter? And why are you a loner if you seek a community? If you aren't that social, work on it. If you feel you are a "wacko" and yet also want acceptance like everybody on this earth does, I have a suggestion for you:
Either fall in line and copy whatever fad is popular at the moment. Like crossdressing. Get involved in that community and be glad that you "fit in" by copying everyone around you. It's shallow and pointless, but hey, everybody else is doing it. And you'll be "cool" when inside your group and you can make insults at everyone who "doesn't understand you." Like emos, poser goths, sk8ters and every other group 13 year olds gather in before they grow up.
Or, if you want to avoid becoming another sad excuse for a person and just another number (like street junkie black people, starving, AIDs infected Africans, or overeating Americans who die of a heart attack because they're too damn fat) then I suggest Option B:
GET A LIFE. A REAL ONE.
Stop trying to conform to an image that's presented to you. Stop trying to be make or female. Stop caring about shitty shallow stuff. REAL friends don't care how you look. REAL friends don't care if you're a girl or a guy. There isn't really a difference. The more you try to look/act like something the bigger the loser you are.
Just focus on your strengths. If you don't know what they are, find them. It takes time, but every step you take will feel good. If you get along better with women, or men, stick with it. Enjoy life by sticking to what you like. I really can't see how you could be "gender confused" in any way other than how you look. And if you think masculinity is how you dress and how many girls you bang, you must be like 15 or something.
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Anonymous2006-04-23 22:26
except for the furry thing I understand what you're going through. I can't really offer any advice though :/
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Anonymous2006-04-23 22:38
Become promiscuous and have sex with alot of men. After you manage to crawl out of the gutter and get your life back to what it is now you go to the doctor to test yourself for STDs. You will find out that you have AIDS (amongst other diseases) and you will have a life changing moment of enlightenment. I won't tell you the rest because I don't want to spoil the fun for you.
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Anonymous2006-04-24 1:41
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Anonymous2006-04-24 4:30
In case of me it's big man body, shota heart and asian penis.
>>13
Wow, your an idiot who didn't read the post. GG.
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Anonymous2006-04-24 15:48
You're a dude. Get the fuck over it and accept what you are. Geez, kids these days are so spoiled.
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Anonymous2006-04-24 17:35
Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got. Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot. Wouldn't you like to get away?
Sometimes you want to go where everybody knows your name, and they're always glad you came. You wanna be where you can see, our troubles are all the same. You wanna be where everybody knows your name. You wanna go where people know, people are all the same, you wanna go where everybody knows your name.
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