I am a loser

How do I stop being such a loser? I am ugly, untalented, uninteresting and have no personality. I cannot make smalltalk. I am greedy and selfish. My only somewhat redeeming qualities are my slighlty above average intelligence and my ability to hold a scientific/philosophical conversation. I have no friends, my family has forsaken me. I am pathetic, any friends I have ever had I have driven away. I may or may not be over exagerrating, but it sure as hell feels good to destroy myself through words. I didn't realise how cathartic this was until i finished. Is it to late for me? Help me 4chan.

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Ok, this is seriously weird, you sound like me aswell. To a certain extent. I am a talented philosopher and am currently undertaking a few projects to take advantage of my skills. I am good at defining things logically and I am creating new ideas that don't seem to have occurred anywhere else.

I suggest you force yourself to work on self improvement. Buy a book on descarte's philosophy and Kant, then like make a packed lunch and some tea in a thermos flask, then just startrunning and running until you are in the middle of fucking nowhere nad there is nothing for you to do other than read, then when it starts to get dark go back home and do the same thing the next day.

It sounds crazy, but it works. If you read just for the sake of learning and actually understand the concepts being put across by these 2 pinnacles of philosophical achievement then you will have learnt a great deal of something very very worthwhile and important. Anyone can learn anything given enough time. Eventually petty foibles like self asteem and other bullshitty emotions fade away, you will find yourself more disciplinned. There is only one rule which is to do it in your own way, there are no religions or psychologists who can tell you how to live. There is information and whether you understand it or not.