I hate big boobs

The idea that a woman should have a slim frame and huge boobs has been propogated into my mind by all the artwork I view on 4chan, and subliminally I have been brainwashed to believe I can meet girls portrayred in that way, that someday the right big boobed girl will come along resembling something as normal as NiseMIDI or Milktank drawings.  Yes, my expectations are completely distorted now, and I know there is no compromise.  Big boobed girls are FAT.  They are Wide and Chunky.  They have fat rolls and huge hips.  Yet though I see the reality I cannot bring myself to it.  I am drawn to the light that is 4chan.  I can see the OH SHI-

And yet there is nothing better than a little 10 year old girl with a chest flat as a board and a ribbon in her hair trying her hardest to fit your cock in her mouth