Who here has been single all their life.

（´Д｀;;) i get really nervous around girls for some reason, especially when i like them. Is it game over for me?

I knew about five girls who actually actively wanted a relationship with me and I rejected them. I don't know why I am doing it; it just sort of ignore the world (and thus ignore them) when people come close to me. Yes, I was interested in them but...I just shut off all emotions and close my face and sort of move to another world. I am so fucked up.