I've been depressed recently. I think it's because my life is currently almost entirely devoid of human contact (apart from my parents) or anything remotely enjoyable. Video games don't do it for me anymore... my TV hasn't been on in days. I just hang out on the internet in shitty chatrooms and anonymous messageboards, hunched over my laptop like the stereotype I'm becoming. There's one or two people I know online that kind of cheer me up, i guess, but i think i'm falling in love with one of them, which is not fucking good... because he's a guy, and I'm a guy, and he doesn't swing that way. I've also largely stopped masturbating, and I don't eat as much now either... maybe at least I could shift some of the weight I've gained from sitting on my ass all the time.
Things should get better in September. I'll have to see about that.
I now dub thee Lazy-tan. You'll be like Densha but not as inspirational.
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Anonymous2005-08-30 11:37
She gave it up. I feel so sad. We have little money. I wanna get more money. If I were richer, I could make her happy. But my salary is so small that we can't do that. Money is not the most important, but nontheless it's very important for us to live a happy life.
>>88
If she dumped you for not having enough money, they it's your lucky day: you got rid of a whore you're better off without. Don't waste your money on girls. They are all the same.
I think I'm addicted to sugar. I havent had any sweets today and I allmost can't stand it.
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Anonymous2005-08-31 19:46
I think all porn on the internet is post-op males. It's a CIA conspiracy to make children gay by screwing with the traditional father-mother relationship, hence confusing child about gender roles and causing a population reduction so that oil restrictions does not cause starvation for trailer park people, whom shall populate two-thirds of the earth within the next twenty years, producing the Homo Necropolis, forever governed by their minds and not by their environment. Eugenics, ladies and gentlemen, began a long time ago.
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Anonymous2005-09-01 10:02
I don't feel like reading long messages. I sometimes write long messages, so I think many people ignore my long messages. But it's better. Because I just want to express what I want to say. I don't want others to read my messages. Interestingly enough if so, writing what's on my mind helps me get rid of my stress, and feel good.
I tried to post on 2ch VIP, but I got an error:
ＥＲＲＯＲ：のんびり行きましょ。
この板スレッド立ち杉。
which I couldn't translate. I don't think I am VIP Quality :(
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Anonymous2005-09-01 23:57
hmm
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Anonymous2005-09-01 23:57
>>98
That says there're so many threads at VIP. You need to post it later.
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Anonymous2005-09-02 0:00
>>100get with a meaningful post! That doesn't happen very often
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Anonymous2005-09-02 13:43
Da will come to my home tomorrow. I wonder what will happen.
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Anonymous2005-09-03 1:24
I watched that video again, but I couldn't get excited, maybe I'm getting older.
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Anonymous2005-09-03 10:33
She seems to be a little sensitive, but so independent.
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Anonymous2005-09-03 12:01
>>103
That video? This some kind of illegal XXX taping of some girl you like?
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Anonymous2005-09-03 13:27
I miss her, but she hasn't talked to me in 2 weeks, so I guess she could care less. I really screwed up.
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Anonymous2005-09-04 0:32
>>106
She hasnt talked to ME for a month, and i didnt do anything wrong. I miss her too. You know, it may seem impossible to believe but see her in my dreams, every single night. But guy, dont think to hard of her. Sometimes when people look like they dont give a shit less, they're hurting inside.
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Anonymous2005-09-04 0:33
>>106
She hasnt talked to ME for a month, and i didnt do anything wrong. I miss her too. You know, it may seem impossible to believe but see her in my dreams, every single night. But guy, dont think to hard of her. Sometimes when people look like they dont give a shit less, they're hurting inside.
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Anonymous2005-09-04 0:35
btw sorry for the double post ann no, we're not talking about the same girl
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Anonymous2005-09-04 10:51
She is much prettier than I expected before. She is like a movie star. She looks like an grown-up lady, I felt at first. But living with her, I have many times felt that she is still only a child, for which I felt she is cutter, and have wanted to hug her.
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Anonymous2005-09-04 18:00
>>86
YOU ARE DEPRESSED. RED WIZARD NEEDS MORE PILLS.
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Anonymous2005-09-05 21:12
She finally called me today to invite me to her birthday party. I didn't know what to say so I just blurted something out about making it if I can. Fancy dress party complete with alcohol and Twister, just like her last one. Only difference this time is her new boyfriend is going to be there, and I can't stand seeing them together. I don't know what to do.
Holidays that fall on Monday suck. Garbagemen think Tuesday's day off too.
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Anonymous2005-09-07 10:17
I need to focus on my work more and visiting chan sites less.
OH SHI-
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Anonymous2005-09-08 2:34
Do kids (4th grade) still get to do multiplication speed test? Or did they stop that to keep some kids getting hurt feelings?
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Anonymous2005-09-08 8:52
She talks very little, but since she is so pretty and cute and sexy, I feel so happy when I'm driving a car with her. After all cute and sexy girls give me a lot of energy. Ugly girls make me feel depressed.