She lied to me. I just found the site she made so that she could communicate with him. All the crap she said that night was bullshit. She was feeding me pure bullshit with a crying face. Goddamn it. I've always hated the name michael. Actually i want to ask him. The guy who beat me. I want to ask him what the fuck he did to her to make her lie to me with a crying face. To make her spew such elaborate bullshit. To make her forget that there was a guy back home who was willing to die for her. Willing to be her fucking dog. Willing to wait for her until she returned trusting that she would at least be mine. I think im going to go mad.