FFXI Private Server?

I'd like to play again... but I don't want to pay again! I looked around and didn't find any servers for FFXI... do they exist?

Thanks
Sonrisa @w@

I cant play ffxi becouse i don't have visa or mastercard, my parents are total assholes and don't want to change thair credit card, they have dainers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!