Name: VIPPER 2010-04-09 6:50
I work with a young woman who, through the course of a few conversations, I've learned does crack. She's pretty attractive, and does not at all look like what you'd expect out of a crack head. (although she does have some tell-tell signs, if you know what to look for.)
Several weeks ago, she borrowed $40 from me, and I have yet to see any of this back. She hasn't even mentioned owing me money. So yesterday, she asked me to borrow $50. This sort of pissed me off, and I sarcastically quipped "Yeh, I'm gonna need a blowjob before I consider giving you a dime."
So an hour later, she come back to talk to me again, with a look of shame in her eyes. To my surprise, she tells me that a BJ for 50 dollars sounds ok to her, and that she really needs the money. Keep in mind I have NO delusions about where this money is going.
So later that night, after the shift is over, I'm sitting in my car getting a pretty fantastic blowjob. Towards the end, I happen to look down and there are tears running down her face. I pretty much instantly came right there, and honestly, it was the best orgasm I've ever experienced.
Now I don't consider myself a sadist or a misogynist. I've never once gotten joy, sexual or otherwise, from seeing women suffering. I've always been on the gentle side with girls I've dated. But I have to say, the feeling of power and control over this girl was exciting as fuck. And, If I'm willing to be honest with myself, it was the look of complete humiliation on her face that really sent me over the edge. So now I find myself a bit shaken with my own desires, and questioning some ideas I had about myself that had seemed pretty concrete just a few days ago.
Several weeks ago, she borrowed $40 from me, and I have yet to see any of this back. She hasn't even mentioned owing me money. So yesterday, she asked me to borrow $50. This sort of pissed me off, and I sarcastically quipped "Yeh, I'm gonna need a blowjob before I consider giving you a dime."
So an hour later, she come back to talk to me again, with a look of shame in her eyes. To my surprise, she tells me that a BJ for 50 dollars sounds ok to her, and that she really needs the money. Keep in mind I have NO delusions about where this money is going.
So later that night, after the shift is over, I'm sitting in my car getting a pretty fantastic blowjob. Towards the end, I happen to look down and there are tears running down her face. I pretty much instantly came right there, and honestly, it was the best orgasm I've ever experienced.
Now I don't consider myself a sadist or a misogynist. I've never once gotten joy, sexual or otherwise, from seeing women suffering. I've always been on the gentle side with girls I've dated. But I have to say, the feeling of power and control over this girl was exciting as fuck. And, If I'm willing to be honest with myself, it was the look of complete humiliation on her face that really sent me over the edge. So now I find myself a bit shaken with my own desires, and questioning some ideas I had about myself that had seemed pretty concrete just a few days ago.