Name: VIPPER 2010-02-20 5:06
Geakin on Vyvanse and wanted to share. . .
So I consider myself pretty seasoned when it comes to drugs. I'm 20 years old and I've have experimented with, or take as much I can get a hold of; Lbs of Weed, Gallons upon gallons of Alcohol, mutiple hits of LSD, OZ of Shrooms, bottles of DXM, to much DPH, god knows how many Opiates (you name the pill I've taken it probably multiple times), Ritalin, Adderal (Most types of amphetamines other then meth, because meth is death kids! and probably feels way to good for me to ever want to get that rush) Hundreds of cigarettes. I've had many black out nights from Benzos, I've even eaten nutmeg. not to get high off of it because or cause I was out of other drugs and wanted to get fucked up, but just to learn and expand my experiences so that I hope to have as much wisdom as the people that raised me and I grew up around. But I do limit myself to simple goals that keep addiction and the "I need" feelings away. (I'm not saying I'm not addicted, I'm just not physically addicted to any substance other then tobacco, caffeine, and weed [if weed is addictive???] which I'm very reliant on. I consider myself a very high functioning, responsible drug addict. I'm a fucking fast food restaurant manager at 20 for god sakes!) Now on with what I really wanted to get out there. I've always stayed away from cocaine for a few reasons. Nothing against how "Hard" of a drug it is or any bull shit like that. I've felt that how people have described the high of cocaine (a nice weird high that kind of feels like mixing the ampedness and heart race from adderal with the relaxation and mind set oxys), I thought it would be something I would instantly pick up and start doing religiously. (Examples include: The first time I smoked weed I went from never smoking before to smoking everyday instantly. Or the first time I started experimenting with pain pills I got really addicted to Tramadols and I never want to relive chasing the high and the dope sickness)But thanks to my never ending curiosity and the peer pressure of my best friends all doing it and loving it. The 5th time it was offered to me , and the first time my good friends ever offered me coke (PEER PRESSURE IS REAL FOLKS) I gave in and said the line I've said countless times before "Well. . .Fuck It! Right?" I took a small bump and got the best tease of my life and I decided to join my fiends later that night when they went and got a few more grams for an all night extravaganza! This is where things start going bad. They pick up their gram bags and come and pick me up from my apartment and we head back to our friends house and immediately start cutting lines and sparking bowls. All 4 of us split about 1/3 a gram and my friend opens his bag to match the next bumps. When he opens it he lays the white powdery rocks on a plate and takes a razor to them, then notices something weird and tastes it. More then 1/4 of the grams was just salt and clumped together wet salt. He get's pissed off, we call the guy (he eventually works everything out the next day by hooking him up with $80 worth of some GOOD ASS DMT) smoke a bowl or 5 and just chill out till very early the next morning. By the time I got back to my apartment, After sharing a little over a gram of what I would guess to be regular to lower quality shit with 4 people, I was in a very psychedelic kind of slowed thought pattern and for the next few hours all I did was lay in bed dissecting, examining, and playing with the new high I had introduced to my brain. I learned what I really thought about Coke. For one I do not enjoy the numbing of my nasals and the back of my throat. To me that felt like my throat does when I'm sick and laying in bed and i do not find that feeling enjoyable. Second of all I like to know what I'm putting in my body. I research every drug I do so I can learn a responsible safe dose for my body size and tolerance. I love scrips because with only 30 seconds of using google you know what the pill is and how much drug is in it. When I buy a bag of weed I know wither it's been laced or has had shit added to it for "shine" or weight. My friend got salt that night. . . Need I say anymore. I don't like it when I'm putting something in my body and I don't know what it is 100%. And thirds and final I was not impressed with bang for the buck. In my home town (A small city in north east Tennessee about 2 hours north of Knoxville) a gram of the low quality coke is $80 - $100! THATS FUCKED UP!!! Me and my roommate can get whole adderal, and vyvanse scrips for $60 - $80 and right now, 2 hours after eating 60mgs of Lisdexamfetamine, I feel much happier, much more energetic, and way more geaked out then I would of if I had done twice or maybe three times as much coke! All and all I just did not enjoy my first Cocaine experience, and even though a lot of people have told me that nobody really gets a lot out of it until they’ve done it a second time, I think I might now have more self control and discipline to the point that I might not try it a second time. I know my brain and I feel that after all the substainses I have bombared my body with during my very short time on this earth, I know what I enjoy and what I can’t really get anything out of. And Cocaine is one of the only drugs I’ve ever done and the only beneficial thing I got out of the experience was finally realizing all of this information and it that realization did not just come from my cocaine high I experianced but also taking an amphetamine a few days after I tried coke and comparing the qualities of the high. Amphetamines gives me what I’m looking for when I take and “Upper”. They last a long duration (even when snorted the high last longer the coke) They give you such a wonderful euphoric state of mind, and Amphetamines make me feel invinsible, like superman. Coke makes me sit down think about shit like I just took a hit of acid, smoked a bowl and looked at a picture of the planet at night. I take different drugs to give me different side effects that I’m seeking at that time and I feel that there are many other drugs out there that do the same thing for your mind, spirit, and soul and feel much cleaner and more enjoyable. All and all it’s just not for me. . .
So I consider myself pretty seasoned when it comes to drugs. I'm 20 years old and I've have experimented with, or take as much I can get a hold of; Lbs of Weed, Gallons upon gallons of Alcohol, mutiple hits of LSD, OZ of Shrooms, bottles of DXM, to much DPH, god knows how many Opiates (you name the pill I've taken it probably multiple times), Ritalin, Adderal (Most types of amphetamines other then meth, because meth is death kids! and probably feels way to good for me to ever want to get that rush) Hundreds of cigarettes. I've had many black out nights from Benzos, I've even eaten nutmeg. not to get high off of it because or cause I was out of other drugs and wanted to get fucked up, but just to learn and expand my experiences so that I hope to have as much wisdom as the people that raised me and I grew up around. But I do limit myself to simple goals that keep addiction and the "I need" feelings away. (I'm not saying I'm not addicted, I'm just not physically addicted to any substance other then tobacco, caffeine, and weed [if weed is addictive???] which I'm very reliant on. I consider myself a very high functioning, responsible drug addict. I'm a fucking fast food restaurant manager at 20 for god sakes!) Now on with what I really wanted to get out there. I've always stayed away from cocaine for a few reasons. Nothing against how "Hard" of a drug it is or any bull shit like that. I've felt that how people have described the high of cocaine (a nice weird high that kind of feels like mixing the ampedness and heart race from adderal with the relaxation and mind set oxys), I thought it would be something I would instantly pick up and start doing religiously. (Examples include: The first time I smoked weed I went from never smoking before to smoking everyday instantly. Or the first time I started experimenting with pain pills I got really addicted to Tramadols and I never want to relive chasing the high and the dope sickness)But thanks to my never ending curiosity and the peer pressure of my best friends all doing it and loving it. The 5th time it was offered to me , and the first time my good friends ever offered me coke (PEER PRESSURE IS REAL FOLKS) I gave in and said the line I've said countless times before "Well. . .Fuck It! Right?" I took a small bump and got the best tease of my life and I decided to join my fiends later that night when they went and got a few more grams for an all night extravaganza! This is where things start going bad. They pick up their gram bags and come and pick me up from my apartment and we head back to our friends house and immediately start cutting lines and sparking bowls. All 4 of us split about 1/3 a gram and my friend opens his bag to match the next bumps. When he opens it he lays the white powdery rocks on a plate and takes a razor to them, then notices something weird and tastes it. More then 1/4 of the grams was just salt and clumped together wet salt. He get's pissed off, we call the guy (he eventually works everything out the next day by hooking him up with $80 worth of some GOOD ASS DMT) smoke a bowl or 5 and just chill out till very early the next morning. By the time I got back to my apartment, After sharing a little over a gram of what I would guess to be regular to lower quality shit with 4 people, I was in a very psychedelic kind of slowed thought pattern and for the next few hours all I did was lay in bed dissecting, examining, and playing with the new high I had introduced to my brain. I learned what I really thought about Coke. For one I do not enjoy the numbing of my nasals and the back of my throat. To me that felt like my throat does when I'm sick and laying in bed and i do not find that feeling enjoyable. Second of all I like to know what I'm putting in my body. I research every drug I do so I can learn a responsible safe dose for my body size and tolerance. I love scrips because with only 30 seconds of using google you know what the pill is and how much drug is in it. When I buy a bag of weed I know wither it's been laced or has had shit added to it for "shine" or weight. My friend got salt that night. . . Need I say anymore. I don't like it when I'm putting something in my body and I don't know what it is 100%. And thirds and final I was not impressed with bang for the buck. In my home town (A small city in north east Tennessee about 2 hours north of Knoxville) a gram of the low quality coke is $80 - $100! THATS FUCKED UP!!! Me and my roommate can get whole adderal, and vyvanse scrips for $60 - $80 and right now, 2 hours after eating 60mgs of Lisdexamfetamine, I feel much happier, much more energetic, and way more geaked out then I would of if I had done twice or maybe three times as much coke! All and all I just did not enjoy my first Cocaine experience, and even though a lot of people have told me that nobody really gets a lot out of it until they’ve done it a second time, I think I might now have more self control and discipline to the point that I might not try it a second time. I know my brain and I feel that after all the substainses I have bombared my body with during my very short time on this earth, I know what I enjoy and what I can’t really get anything out of. And Cocaine is one of the only drugs I’ve ever done and the only beneficial thing I got out of the experience was finally realizing all of this information and it that realization did not just come from my cocaine high I experianced but also taking an amphetamine a few days after I tried coke and comparing the qualities of the high. Amphetamines gives me what I’m looking for when I take and “Upper”. They last a long duration (even when snorted the high last longer the coke) They give you such a wonderful euphoric state of mind, and Amphetamines make me feel invinsible, like superman. Coke makes me sit down think about shit like I just took a hit of acid, smoked a bowl and looked at a picture of the planet at night. I take different drugs to give me different side effects that I’m seeking at that time and I feel that there are many other drugs out there that do the same thing for your mind, spirit, and soul and feel much cleaner and more enjoyable. All and all it’s just not for me. . .