Name: VIPPER 2007-11-08 0:25
Dear /b/,
My entire life has slowly been going down hill for as long as I can remember. My parents violently split up when I was fairly still young. My father was hardly ever involved in my life from that point. I lived alone with my mother for 15 years. Let me tell you a little about her. My mom had 3 friends in the whole world. One was a childhood friend who lives in Penn state. He grew and turned gay, got aids and then recently died of a heart attack. The other was a cousin of my mothers who died a few years ago. He was also gay, but he died of aid several years after his partner. She also had a friend from higschool. She was named Delaware, like the state. She slowly went crazy over time; she killed her self with chain smoking.
So all my mother had been me.
My mother is a stereotypical Jewish mother (I'm an atheist, btw). I don't know if it even could be considered within the range of the common stereo type toward the end.
All she did with her life is get up, go to work and (Taking complaints over the phone for a magazine company), Come home eat dinner and watch Soap Operas and then go to bed.
Wash Rinse and Repeat.
Every day she lost a little more of her mind. And every day of my life was a little worse than the last. Yes, Like Peter from Office Space. So every day was the worst day of my life. The only thing I had to look forward to was Sleep and my online life.
Slowly are relation ship was nothing but hate on her part and murderous rage on mine.
I recently moved out on bad terms.
I live in a trailer with a room mate I barley know.
I work at a KFC and barley make ends meat.
I'm passing school at the lowest percent the college will allow.
And I have few friends IRL.
The main point I want to make is this. I 5 days I plan on KILLING MYSLEF, on November 12 at 11 pm ET. I'm going to hang my self on a bridge South East 31st Street. As for the state or town I leave that to you to find me and possibly prevent my death.
My entire life has slowly been going down hill for as long as I can remember. My parents violently split up when I was fairly still young. My father was hardly ever involved in my life from that point. I lived alone with my mother for 15 years. Let me tell you a little about her. My mom had 3 friends in the whole world. One was a childhood friend who lives in Penn state. He grew and turned gay, got aids and then recently died of a heart attack. The other was a cousin of my mothers who died a few years ago. He was also gay, but he died of aid several years after his partner. She also had a friend from higschool. She was named Delaware, like the state. She slowly went crazy over time; she killed her self with chain smoking.
So all my mother had been me.
My mother is a stereotypical Jewish mother (I'm an atheist, btw). I don't know if it even could be considered within the range of the common stereo type toward the end.
All she did with her life is get up, go to work and (Taking complaints over the phone for a magazine company), Come home eat dinner and watch Soap Operas and then go to bed.
Wash Rinse and Repeat.
Every day she lost a little more of her mind. And every day of my life was a little worse than the last. Yes, Like Peter from Office Space. So every day was the worst day of my life. The only thing I had to look forward to was Sleep and my online life.
Slowly are relation ship was nothing but hate on her part and murderous rage on mine.
I recently moved out on bad terms.
I live in a trailer with a room mate I barley know.
I work at a KFC and barley make ends meat.
I'm passing school at the lowest percent the college will allow.
And I have few friends IRL.
The main point I want to make is this. I 5 days I plan on KILLING MYSLEF, on November 12 at 11 pm ET. I'm going to hang my self on a bridge South East 31st Street. As for the state or town I leave that to you to find me and possibly prevent my death.