i had a dream lastnight

An angel appeared.. she said "Are you sad" And kissed me on my upper lip. then she issem my upper lip again.



And then as she decended to me the third time i grabbed her and kissed herrrrr

It was my cousin. Her blue eyes and blonde attractive self. i laid there in mybed disabled.. i could not focus on anything but herrrr gently kissing me and me... laying there not doing nothing as she kissed me. i was surprised im my mind yet i ddid nothing as she kissed me the second time.. but the third time i lept up

And its awkward as well.. when i see her or even on the internet she tells me im attractive and such yet i could never figure out what she is trying to get at?? like were cousins and everything and i dont show feelings towards my relatives like that... but whatever..

And now after that dream i find her fucking attrtactive as hellllll .

The dream felt real. o_o
i felt like i was realli kissing her.

and now i developed a keen sense of people talking on the internet.. and how they would sound in real life 0_0

have i become a product of the internet? and my false realization of reality from sub ordinary relations. Have i become something different due to my higher being substained within me. or am i just insane.

am i becomeing more inlove with my fictional reality and my masterbation??

Women would never understand what men have to go through. Men like me atleast are horny.. 100 percentage of the time. and i need to get my dick fucked

I need to get laid extremly extremly bad. like . I NEED TO FUCK A WOMAN NOW

I need to fuck her like there was no tomoorow. i need to feel and hear the sounds and the touch and taste. I NEEED THAT I NEED THAT REALEASE