Existential Anxiety

What do you guys think, or how do you deal with it? It seems to me to come from the conflict between the deep seated desire to live and the belief that life is meaningless.

What is /sci/'s 'philosophy' of life, or what motivates you to keep living?

On a very related note, does anyone know where i can read the full essay by Camus "the myth of sisyphus" online?

I'm really liking the ideas put forth by Camus, the motivation to live, and the absurdity of life.