>>80
i'm asking questions to explore the topic. i've yet to express any of my beliefs. you can go on making shit up though.
>>81
i'd think eternal torture and eternal bliss would account for a developed tolerance and adapt to keep you on your toes, else neither would actually be eternal. also, if god hooks you up with some complete utter bliss, i don't think you'd care who your neighbors were. i mean, if heaven and hell really exist, i'm sure you'd care which you were in.
on the body thing... if there's a god and a hell, i'm sure god could arrange for you to feel tortured without a body, if you didn't have one, or if that torture even involves physical pain. if you'll assume for a second that these supernatural reward and punishment realms exist: do you really think you could be relaxing in hell saying "hey, its alright, i dont have a physical body."
i agree with your entire last paragraph. i'm just pushing you to say whether or not you think your life is ultimately meaningless. and yeah, you seem to have a preference for life, but why? is it just instinctive? just because youre human? i don't think youre 100% sure that what you do doesn't matter from what you say.