i'm incompetent and getting a complex

i'm old and getting a complex from all these young talented people i hear about everyday. it's getting in the way of my learning and it is more emphasized by the fact that i never even had a job.
please reassure me by telling me that you are all 50 years old.

I'm 52, but all I do is shitpost. I have no idea what programming is and I can't figure out how to download SIPC to learn. I also have cancer and am going to die soon. So it's alright to be like that, I turned out fine{i}!{\i}