why is emacs so slow?

why is it such a piece of shit software? why does it suck so damn much? fuck i'm gonna send an email to this rms guy full of insults, i need to vent my anger.

I only load GNU Emacs once per session and use either its gui or emacsclient -ct (aliased to e).  Starting a separate copy every time you want to edit a file is worthy of a diagnosed imbecile.

Restart it only after upgrades.