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I already know I am not a faggot. It's just... it's just that people call me that. So I started to call myself that as well, to synchronize with the outer world. Didn't work that well apparently.
I just want someone to hurt me badly! I could just punch random person & have them retaliate, But then my mom would get all nervous and shit, if I come home looking DamageD! She thinks i'm a gifted boy! She thinkz I gonna be next einstein or sumthin, when I don't know jack shit about Jack's shit! What 2 do?