I hate autism

All of my friends from highschool have accomplished great things, seen the world, graduated from university, gotten great careers, and have started families.

I'm mildly autistic, but I'm struggling to survive. I feel like I'm forgotten, left behind. Life sucks. It's autism's fault.

>It's autism's fault.
Its always autism fault, you can't just stick it to yourself and admit you have flaws, however hard it would be.