I hate C

I work on some projects of mine, i do them in C. Now i used to be quite fond of C, but ever since working with C and especialy with Cstdlib i start to hate it. Its so damn ugly. Worst of all is i dont know how to make it better! Naming variables pisses me of and dont get me started on structs and types. I hate int and char and all that shit, it makes me so sick! The ugly form of the program also suck, returns and ifs combined look so ugly.

What should i do /prog/?

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But then i cant free or reuse them.