ASM > everything else

Am I the only one who hates coding in high level languages? I can write all kinds of games and programs in 68k assembler, but I just choke all over C. It just makes more sense to deal with actual memory spaces than to mess around with pointers and libraries and shit. I don't like having to use any code that I didn't write myself.

What's a good 16-bit debugger/emulator for Windows?  I use emu8086 but it expired and I can't find a serial for the newest version so I am fucked unless I want to risk downloading some malware by trying to get a cracked, older version of the program.