So I was contemplating this paradox yesterday: If I had to, nay, MUST make a choice between having sex in my life or having programming, which would I choose?
I'm still pondering this, what does /prog/ think? Let's do a quick poll, just post either "I'd choose Sex!" or "I choose programing!" or something to that effect. I'm really interested in this question and would love to hear /prog/'s opinion on this...
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Anonymous2009-11-02 2:41
I know it's only a matter of about 15 years until neural interfaces are good enough to allow me to experience being viciously sexually assaulted by my favorite Touhous, so I will stay strong.
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Anonymous2009-11-02 5:14
>>241
Good point! I would like to change my choice to programming please OP?
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Anonymous2009-11-02 5:43
>>242
This is fucking bullshit. It'll never happen in your lifetime bro! Don't be a fool! You wan't an entire life without sex? You fucked up?
Hello, I’ve been reading for a while now, but never had the guts to post. I started to feel a little guilty and that I should not be so shy, that I should make my presence known if I’m going to keep visiting.
Truthfully I am deafly afraid of rejection, although I’m very capable of exhibiting an indifferent/carefree attitude to the outside world that allows me to function in society. I'm now 27, still a virgin and attending Uni. I have a few friends from high school I still talk to that don’t know I’m a virgin, at least I hope. They all have girlfriends, and I think some/all of them are beginning to question what is wrong with me. I now fear losing the few friends I have more and more frequently. I used to drink dreadfully to cope but gave it up after realising the kind of girl I wanted would never be with a drunk.
I had a sever infatuation that I was certain was love with one girl in particular who I learned later from my best friend, was actually frightened of me. It devastated me and I have never gotten over her. I had constant dreams about this girl that made me feel more connected to her than anyone else on this earth, and they were not always sex dreams.
Anyway every year I get older. I’ve justified continued living for pastimes I find enjoyable particularly video/PC games, which get me by. I would love to see humans land on Mars in my life time too. I’ve researched how to kill myself correctly though in case. It’s my inalienable right to depart from this world at a time of my choosing if I decide I have had enough and it’s not for me. Suicidal phases come and go but I’m too focused on Uni at the moment to feel hopelessly depressed.
I’m not sure if posting her is right for me at this phase of my life, but I have read that Uni is my 'last best chance' to beat this. I consider myself capable of talking to almost anyone including girls if the situation/context is appropriate. However I cannot ask a girl 'out' the concept is just totally alien to me. I do not know what it even entails/how to do it. I am too scared of rejection to do anything resembling 'asking a girl out'. Basically I’m posting out of fear, am I destined to go on alone? Recently I have also begun to feel I have something dreadfully wrong with me, something that cannot ever be fixed no matter what I do for self improvement.
That terrible massacre in the Gym really hit home with me too. I could never hurt another soul like that but I really felt bad for the guy. He got the nice car, the nice house, and was still screwed because he couldn’t connect with a female. I saw myself in his obvious pain. He was further down the road then me is perhaps all? Truthfully I think he was quite strong to make it to what 44? I would have ended it before then, I’m pretty certain.
I really wish I knew how to get past this but I have less optimism these days than in my early 20’s. If anyone can help offer advice I would listen, Thank you.
>>261-262
Programming isn't homo, since homosexuals are people who have sex. Choosing to program precludes you from having sex with HOT NAKED RIPPING GAYS.
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Anonymous2009-11-03 2:25
>>263
lol keep telling yourself that homo. The only thing I can think of more gay than /prog/ramming is two sets of balls touching. Truth.
what kind of crazy person would choose sex?
get out of my house! you are not /prog/rammers, you are /prog/lamers!
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Anonymous2009-11-04 10:10
someone please tell me if I was right or wrong in this situation:
2 days ago, housemate cooking dinner for a guy, other housemate invites guy along(who I loathe) + one other couple.
so 3 couples eating dinner
meanwhile : Im in my room having some kind of psychotic episode, trashed my room, started hallucinating, couldnt see or stand up etc.
housemate who invited guy round fucking screws at me in the middle of this episode about not saying hello to random guy.
Im too out of it to say anything -
text today : "I cant believe you completely blanked peter (guy)"
text back: "oh, im so sorry, next time i have a psychotic episode I'll make it a priority to say hello to someone I don't like. also Ill do your dissertation and roll you a joint while im at it.:D"