I HATE lisp. I never have written a scheme program and never will. The only times I coded was when someone paid me or promised me something. I'm never going to eval/apply, call something with current continuation because I have achieved satori, or any of the other shit that lisp programmers were made to do. I guess that I'm suppose to be happy writing robust scalable dickanii every fucking night. I'm a man with programming urges and can't get with a lisp. I'm suppose to be alright with that? THERE IS A FUCKING CURSE ON MY LIFE. A CURSE THAT PREVENTS ANY LISP FROM WORKING WITH ME. Oh I forgot, I do get interest from enterprise suits and I'm not attracted to enterprise suits.
I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm going to become the biggest asshole in the world. I tried the whole sicp thing and it got me nowhere. If people can't handle my newfound harshness, then bring it on. BECAUSE I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
I get happy when I hear about some lispette getting murdered or injured in a hit and run. "oh she was a beautiful and talented girl, how could this happen." I don't know but I'm glad it did.