Dear /prog/,

Several years ago I was friends with a girl I was absolutely crazy about. We hung out a lot, went out to breakfast, talked. We were friends, and I adored her company, even just as friends. Eventually, my feelings for her were overwhelming, and I spilled my guts to her. Told her I was crazy about her. It was the last time she ever spoke to me.

This is all ancient history, it happened almost five years ago. I was long over it. That is, until today. I saw someone that reminded me of her, and it ripped open that old wound.

I'm aware of the fact that this isn't my personal blog, so I apologize for that. I just... really needed to get that out in the open for some reason.

>>1

I had some similar matter in my past. Today I'm a new guy. Although this afternoon I'm not good at programming, and this makes me sad.

Could someone give me the courage of taking that goddamn operating system and rewrite it from scratch? I hate it!