but then i went to the doctor and he gave me some lovely little white pills; i now spend countless hours studying.
changed my life completely.
you should go see a psychiatrist, he'll probably diagnose you with ADHD or something.
i went to a psychiatrist once... put me on horrible pink pills that made me really aggressive and depressed all the time... and when i decided to quit taking that shit i ended up having a lot more problems... at least the one guy at school who used to beat me up all the time left me alone after i broke his nose, arm, and three of his ribs...
tl;dr: don't do drugs. even if a psychiatrist/doctor/whatever tells you to.