Of course, I also ignored all that talk about you failing at introspection. That's a statement about yourself and how you model your own emotions/motivation, not a statement about anything else. I introspect all the time without going into depression and I rate my moods between neutral to happy on average. Only you can change your own views abour yourself, but if you don't want to/plan on changing them, or if you lack desire to change them, why talk about them? If you are not satisfied with them, does that not mean you desire to change yourself in some way?