I want to learn common lisp

But for fucks sake, emacs and slime, I just don't get it. I don't want to use emacs and slime.
Is there a fucking alternative for vim?

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BECAUSE I HAVE SEVERE PROBLEMS WITH HANDS, WRISTS, NECK, BACK THAT DO NOT ALLOW ME TO EXPERIMENT WITH EMACS, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A WINDOWS INSTALLATION TO PIRATE A COMMERCIAL LISP IDE, BECAUSE VIM SUCKS FOR LISP, BECAUSE ALL I WANTED WAS A LOUSY BUFFER TO MY LISP IMPLEMENTATION AND LISP INDENTATION. MY LIFE IS FALLING APART.