I'm watching the Modern Analysis II video. It's funny when I read or watch stuff about mathematics. There is inevitably the point where something critical is mentioned that goes right over my head and everything I've read/watched so far is thus meaningless. Even though programming is rooted in mathematics, programming itself is different. I can read a book or tutorial about some programming concept (like monads, for example), think for a while, and eventually with a little experimentation I understand it. Not with maths. I never get it. This is a bit of a problem. I can't read a computer science paper without coming across a horrible lot of math about it that goes right over my head.
tl;dr WAAAHHHHHH I'M TOO LAZY/STUPID TO TAKE A COURSE IN MATHS