Let me interject...
What
>>21 is saying is that the brutal tearing of his sphincter at the hands of his stepfather RedCream, left such an idellible impression on him for the following reason: During the attacks, Redcream would yell, over and over again "SOOOOSHALIST...MARKAT FORSAZ....BUTTHURT RETARD.....BUSH IS SOOOOSHALIST...ETC...."
The trauma of these attacks has left a type of endless loop in his brain that he cannot find his way out of.
I'm suggesting intensive in-patient treatment for at least a year...