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Hmm, those are pretty overwhelming factors you are up against. I'm not keen on giving advice, but if I had to attempt to sway your mind on what actions to take or to just accept one way or the other, I would strong lean toward performing investigatory activities with people and listen to what they have to say, but only those that are involved, have a vested interest in it, or don't have a stance at all. I have a strong feeling you will find what you are looking for by performing research as opposed to just accepting what is reported. My personal opinion on the matter stands as such, "Any activity that directly or indirectly involves me as a actionary or reactionary partison deserves all of my attention and as such must abide by human rights, civil rights, bill of rights and the like; negligence of these ideals deserves my undivided attention until through communication and cooperation we come to an agreement. When you have respect for yourself you'll find other people disrespecting you because they are disrespecting themselves, these are the dangerous people to watch out for. Reason for that is they are highly destructive not because of their intention, but because the idea that is behind their actions is so repressed they themselves aren't fully aware they are even doing it, but when they do become aware or are made aware by an outside party they retaliate, deny, are shocked, ashamed, attempt to divert the conversation away from the attention on them and often these people will hide things from you that are necessary to the prosperous outcome all because of the pride of their ego. This is the nature of ignorance. Be aware of this at all times and question peoples motives, "What is this person's vested interest in? What are they doing to protect what?" These are very important questions we don't alway do partially because we were trained to by birth. I apologize myself for taking up so much typing space, but there are so many very simple aspects that apply to everyone that people, including myself, can easily overlooked just because it's so simple to understand. I wish the best of luck with whichever choice you decide to make.